Patience is a Virtue

Or is it a curse? I’m not really so sure these days.

With one date cancelled due to a bad cold, the rearranged date was also cancelled due to her still being a bit under the weather and not really up to it. Sure, we still have a regular natter on MSN and the phone – with her doing the contacting just as much as me – but I can’t help having this nagging feeling deep down within myself that I’m being taken for a ride on the friendship train, destination Dumpsville. I think I may even have a season ticket for that route.

I’m just finding it very difficult to read the situation, and I’m kind of worried that it will end in the usual scenario of “I’ve met someone” – after all, I’ve already been to that place once already with her.

Sorry, but I just can’t help feeling negative about it all, but I’d hope that from reading my blog you’d discover that I’m not your average shallow bloke who is only out looking for one thing. Well, I am, but probably not the thing you’re thinking of.

Perhaps it’s simply down to the far too many run arounds and excuses I’ve had with my previous Match.com experiences – after all, I’ve had them all - but I’m trying ever so hard not to give up and throw in the towel.